Saturday, September 30, 2006

Hen Run

The back door was the front door,
with two steps down to the farm
yard. White washed walls with hens,
cheepy chickens, aristocratic turkeys.

The cock flapped his wings, flew at
me all of three feet off the ground.
I must have yelled and Chris was there
"never mind that old fool" as she tucked

the cock by her side without a squawk,
plucking it over to the white wooded
kitchen table where the farm worker sat
on the bench with dinner and buttermilk.

Another day I walked across the yard.
A little pullet, no threat at all, ran by
and dropped down dead at my feet. Yes,
Chris was there, picked up the pullet

sniffed it, started to pluck. By the
time we got it on the kitchen table
she showed me how the tail could button
into a hole she had left in the skin.

"But I thought you couldn't eat a
hen if it just dropped dead, like that."
"Freshly dead", she said, "and a shame
to waste when a body's hungry".

A little handful of breadcrumbs, thyme,
chopped onion and we headed off down to
the main Dublin road where the cars went
by and Maggie Brown lived in her bottle

green dress and dark brown house - Chris,
my godmother, said Maggie was a poor
scrap of a thing and could do with a
good feed. So Maggie Brown got the

little chicken and I hope she enjoyed
the oniony stuffing and sucked the bones.

Friday, September 29, 2006

Salt

Our first holiday as "lads"
we hauled out of our tent
four of us
headed down to the sea.

Stones and air clinked with salt
blue sky, white clouds,
waves crashing on the shore
an awe-inspiring rocky stack.

We strolled along, hardly talking,
faint stoney path splitting.
They meandered up above
I continued below, no sweat.

We met soon enough, paths and us,
continued walking along.
All of a sudden Damien snarled at me
"why do you always have to be fuckin'
different?"

And the path and the waves
and the "lads" strolled along
four of us
along the shore and onto the rocks.

Stick Figure Olympics

Foot race
Arms race
Faith race

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

et 2

2 bad...
2 late,
2 write
2 night.
2 morrow?
2 be honest,
2 much stuff about gods.
2 much of that sort of nonsense.
2 all of us, a good night's sleep.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

are you sure?

there are millions more
ways of doing something
than there are of doing
nothing

there are millions more
ways of being wrong do
ing something than there
are doing nothing

when someone says they
will "just go ahead and do
something", it may be
better to do nothing - or
at least just think sufficiently
first

people need to be more
assertive
about "doing nothing"
about being uncertain

which is not to say that
it is right to stand by and
do nothing when there
is something happening
because of something we
should not have done in
the first place.

Monday, September 25, 2006

Cooking Vinyl

Tuesday afternoons after lunch,
the Ma and I used to visit
old Miss Regan round the corner
in New Street. Inside, the house
was brown wood and dark green. I played
on the floor in the front room
while the Ma and Miss Regan talked
about things.

One day, Miss Regan showed Ma
how to make plant pots from old
records - 78's. I stood by the kitchen
door and watched Miss Regan put a
record over a big pot of water and
heat it up. After a while, the record
softened and the middle went down.
The record went hard soon after being
taken off the pot and "There you are,
what do you think of that? There's the
the hole at the bottom to let the
water out."

Miss Regan gave the Ma a few records
to make pots with. We tried, but they
turned out crooked and useless. I put
a record on a bit of Meccano and tried
playing it with a sewing needle -
I could just hear someone singing.

Some years later, it turned out Miss
Regan had a grown up daughter locked
upstairs all that time. I wondered did
she ever shout out, or was her voice
locked into the old records Miss Regan
melted down into plant pots?

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Balloons [2]

Hilary introduced me to Seymour
Papert's Mindstorms soon after it came out.
"So given time, with these computers
everywhere, new ways of thinking and
learning will inevitably be developed."

As I remember it, Mindstorms went a
bit further - it could be that faster and
better access to each other and to inform
ation will have to inform our political

process.

Papert's friend's balloons?
- that was just a send up....

Balloons [1]

Miss West was Head of Lower School
Queen of all she surveyed, almost.
Pushing on a bit by then, radiant,
well she was deeply in love with Bill.

Welsh and with a beautiful singing voice,
yet her voice of authority was shrill,
a strangled constricted sort of sound.

That Thursday morning, she came to my room.
Excuse me, Mr Flavin, I need to speak
with 3FV:

"Yesterday, on the way back from games,
the coach had to stop at a garage,
the one just outside Gorsefield.
While the coach, with this school's pupils,

was there, a contraceptive machine
was broken into and the contents stolen.
As pupils of this school, you should be
ashamed of yourselves." And at this point
her voiced hitched up a notch or two:

"That was a very stupid thing to do -
You - you - can choke on those things!
Thank you, Mr Flavin."

Thank you, Miss West.

Tamale Pie

Dorothy was Canadian; frizzy
red hair, pale flushed skin,
piercing eyes behind round
learned spectacles.

She insisted on serving fresh tea
- as opposed to diluted stewed essence -
and stunned me, at least, one day by
making a superb Tamale Pie.

She was manic about global learning
networks/learning - even tried to set
up a Learning Exchange in Dalston
with lots and lots of index cards.

When she became too manic she
stopped talking altogether and then
allowed herself to be booked into
the German Hospital.

Ken and I visited her after a shift.
We talked, Dorothy smiled and wrote
quick little notes to us. On the way
back I said she looked well; Ken looked
at me very doubtfully.

Dorothy was heavily influenced by
Ivan Illich - we don't hear much
of him these days, but I remember
Dorothy and her Tamale Pie.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

carbon dated

Sit Down And Shut Up!

Sharon, Koulla,
In Room 13,
The strangest class you've ever seen.

Yelling, warning,
Threatning, scolding,
Gina Davis, Colin Bolding.

Pencils, papers,
Chewing-gum, toffee,
Sharons(2) and Amo(Kofi).

Hurried breakfasts,
Cornflakes, porridge,
Raymond Grimes and Stephen Horridge.

Arsenal's North Bank,
Blues in their Shed,
Gary Clark's at home in bed.

Manie, Courtney,
Up Richmond Road,
Ganga Strictly Not Allowed.

Debra Humphreys
Sat on a wall,
Earl of London made her fall.

Late detention
In Room 15,
Alma, Danielle, and Pauline

Donaldson, Robertson,
Bizzel and Burke,
Please David Cassidy

GET THEM TO WORK!

Monday, September 18, 2006

Fingers And Thumbs

The Head of Year seemed a nice enough man,
youngish friendly not too tidy office.
Girls and boys knocked at the half open door,
"forgot my tie, sir" and that sort of stuff.

"Ah, yes, Jeffrey. No problems most of the time,
but then things blow up out of nowhere.
If there is a rumpus in the corridor,
that will be Jeffrey. Not the brightest but
pleasant enough. Nothing I can
put my finger on."

He went to get Jeffrey, couldn't find him.

The Head of Year phoned again the next week.
"Things have taken a bit of a turn here,
Jeffrey would like to visit you."
"What's happened?"
"He'd better talk to you himself - and
his father is in full agreement."

Jeffrey came to see us, relaxed, friendly,
happy to chat away but not about himself.
"Yeh, I like it here - relaxed and friendly
and I like the girls." And they liked him
going by the odd squeal.

Jeffrey popped his head round the office door,
"Can I leave this here? - I have to go out".
Well it was lunchtime.
"But you mustn't look," with a grin,
putting his carrier bag over by the wall.

So of course someone looked: a long shiny
silvery dress, a pair of silver high
heels and a Diana Ross LP.

Jeffrey's father was smallish, nice,
friendly, more Irish than his son. A bit
beaten down looking. "Oh Jeffrey's all right.
We get on better now. We talk about
this and that. He'll be all right."

I tried chatting with Jeffrey as we walked
near his house by Stamford Hill. He said
he had a good friend, Connor, a dustbin
man. I pictured Eddie Yeates. Sometimes
they went to the pictures. "Sometimes we just
talk." He looked directly back at me, "It's all
OK - I'm all right, really."

Saturday, September 16, 2006

small fry

This the SECOND TIME
that fish stall man in
Ridley Road Market
slipped me a whiting
in the bag of sprats
for tonight's supper

I want an A-POL
-OGY this instant.
Curse the unholy
fish seller and stall.
Burn his thin blue bags.
How dare he sell crab -
Burn, Bomb 'n Invade!
'n they sell pig in
the evil road 'n
women sell salad.

I DEMAND respect
for my fishy faith.

APOLOGISE NOW!!!

Friday, September 15, 2006

Believe Or Not

Bob 'n Meg were on dark rum 'n orange,
right by the door for a quick getaway.
Twenty-seven empty Guinness bottles
covered the little table at the back.
David started putting stools up shouting
"Time to go lads. Finish your drinks."

Outside, warm soft fish oil air 'n a lean,
first front, then back, on the rust-pitted rail.
Out of nowhere 'n over to the side,
Billy 'n Noel punching vicious lumps, torn
collars, blood spattered fronts 'n lips.

A heart-thumping fight, pulled apart, calmed down.
Billy heaved away, dismissively looked
at white shredded knuckles, dealt with his snot.
"You OK, Billy? What was that about?"
"He said Angels existed 'n I didn't."

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Sour Grapes

Shady Lane by the Keeper's Lodge,
a cool green tunnel - just the odd
speckle of sunshine on the tar.
Climb a gate or a bank you could
see the sky meet fields or sea.

Three of us strolled along swinging
ash sticks and pulling grassy stalks
to chew the sugary inside bit.
Bren - his eyes could see colours
under birds' wings - spotted an elder
tree in a grassy patch in off the
road.

Like bunches of grapes - a couple
of moments and tugs left three Roman
reclining nobles lying on the grass,
bunches of berries aloft above mouths,
little fingers outstreched as only
the best Romans would do of course.

A few laughed tight purple bunches later
who should march by likety clip in
black suit white collar 'n grey white
hair but Brother Fergus. He didn't
miss a stride just marched on throwing
"oh they're deadly poison, deadly poison"
from the corner of his smoker's teeth.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

just in time for wednesday

just
in time
for wednesday

Monday, September 11, 2006

A Poem For 1ML [1975]

I compared notes at the time with Hilary who taught Maths. She was one of the first teachers to introduce computers into the classroom in London. She told me how children - and many adults - on being introduced to a computer for the first time, tended to ask of it, "What's my name?"
I guess the same is often true of creative writing: "Where is my name?" - or at least "Where am I in this?" Or "How does this relate to my world?"


Please sir, can I go out?
I'm sorry that I'm late.
Amanda's hitting Tracy.
No sir, I can't wait.

Give me back my ruler,
I wanna draw a line.
Tony's throwing bubble-gum.
Please sir, what's the time?

I haven't got a pencil
- can I use a marker then?
Joyce won't leave me alone, sir.
Can anyone lend me a pen?

Oh sir, I want a drink,
I think I'm gonna be sick.
How many marks did you get?
Julie Foster's really thick!

Sir, can I've a bit of paper,
like that one that Coral's got?
Can I take off my coat, sir,
it's getting very hot.

Sir, Morris won't stop hitting me.
I've finished question two.
Sharon's kicking Alicos!
Please sir, what can I do?

Fidel's making faces.
Donald's fallen off his chair.
Sir, you didn't put my name in
- that's not really very fair.

Sir?
Sir?
Sir!!!!
Where's sir gone?????

Progressive Proportionality

9,
    11,
        14,
              18....

carry on

45cm length,
35cm width
16cm depth

an alternative route
could be
a tamper-proof tank
on each plane
with copies of
bible, qur'ān ‘n
the complete works of shakespeare
suspended over
breakable compartments:
man’s piss
pig’s blood
‘n Jack Daniel’s?

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Seedling

Money is not
The root
Of all evil

Trees do not
Hang men
From branches

Saturday, September 09, 2006

At The Bottom Of The Pond

I'm not going in.

Everyone else had gone back after break.
Chris was balanced on the far side of the pond.
An ordinary good looking lad - brown hair
in a fringe, pale slightly freckled face,
high cheekbones and calm hazel eyes.

He threw the first big stone in the pond,
arms stretched straight up,
deliberately holding it for seconds.
A big delayed splash 'n thud
like a depth charge.
He waited until all was well settled down.
Another splash 'n thud.

I tried walking slowly round the pond.
So did he.

When it looked like I had cut off his supply
from the garden rockery,
He started heaving at the end of a garden seat.
I walked back around to the seat.
He walked back to the rockery.

All he said was
I'm not going in
and
I don't care
Apart from that he was calm;
Even his pale blue anorak looked
peaceful

Another splash 'n thud

and another

and another

So I said
If you can't come inside, like everyone else,
I'm going to have to phone your dad

I don't care

Another splash 'n thud

Inside and upstairs, on the phone,
the blue jacket was still outside
but then appeared at the office door.

I spoke with dad
said there was a bit of a problem
yes, he would be round shortly
waved Chris towards an easy chair

I sat at my desk, trying to look like there
were more important things to do.

Chris was like a young man in a waiting room
slightly stretched out
looking at the ceiling
occasionally drumming his finger on the
side of the green pvc armchair
scratched the nylon loop carpet

When dad arrived, fit young and friendly,
we three took up our roles
well I have to say he's good at home
aren't you? - little shrug 'n smile
yes he's helpful, just the two of us,
he even cooks sometimes
his mother walked out on us
he doesn't really remember

yes, this is how it goes.
Fine at home, but every so often
I get called up to school
Isn't that right? - little shrug 'n smile

there was a bolster on the bed
I was always on her side
and her side was near the door

the eiderdown was lighter
but warmer
and I would feel a curl and
run it round my finger

morning he had gone
she was back from the bathroom
slapping herself behind with
a little wry laugh

there were two corsets one
for ordinary days a newer one for
Sundays and there was a medal with
a large safety pin
and she must have showed me how the
suspenders worked because I knew

the big wardrobe had an oval
mirror like a clear pool of water
i could see myself in the
bottom bit but when i looked there
was nothing behind

OK Chris, you obviously get on with your dad. You are a fine young man with lots and lots of potential. Your dad and I know you can do well. So how about it - are you going to try?

yeh yeh I suppose

So I'll see you later home for tea...
Little shrug 'n smile - and sits
up a little straighter in his chair.

End Of An Umpire

Joe was taking cricket after school. I
went to look 'n he asked if I could give
a hand - "me? I know nothing about cricket."
"That's OK I'll do most of it, if you
do square leg?" And anyway it was
just a casual knock on the asphalt.

The boys arrived laden with gear -
Ansell, Julien, Derek, Bovell 'n a
little troupe all Black 'n happy outside.
Joe asked "Who's for bat or bowl?" And every
one knew. Neil - who was forever in trouble-
bounced up 'n down "Sir! Bat AND Bowl, Sir!!"
"Do we have a wicket keeper?" Yes, Neil
was that as well.

So I stayed quiet and left it all to Joe,
concentrated on not looking too dumb.
They played with joy 'n easy grace, a laugh
whenever a hit landed on the roof.
Neil went in to bat, hit two 'n then
missed 'n the ball hit his pad 'n even
I knew LBW so I pointed at the sky.

Neil slumped his shoulders, unbuckled the pads.
On they played until 5 o'clock, put away
the stuff and off home still in the sunshine.
As Joe and I went up Kingsland Road we
chatted away 'n then he mentioned a by
the way, casually, quietly, gently, from
the corner of his mouth, "when the batsman
attempts a stroke he can't be LBW".

I was horrified - Neil should have had
a screaming fit! "But no one said anything!"
"The boys know their cricket - they know
in cricket the umpire is ALWAYS right."

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

belaboured party 6th september 2006

a painful right hand.
try the mouse with the left
[microsoft makes it easier to switch].
felt like a broken right arm.
tried a glass of wine on the right
[just to balance things out, you understand];
but after a little break,
mouse and glass were on the left.
maybe foot was right after all.

New Toads

they were there this morning
under the dustbin
two entwined toads
tony 'n gordon
though i could
be wrong
about
one

Monday, September 04, 2006

Love On A Tray

Joby was only six
early sunday morning
he took a tray upstairs
a cup of tea for Mum
a glass of lager for Mike

Friday, September 01, 2006

sorting the sock drawer

one pair with kangaroos, grey
a present from oz - becky?
one pair, black, father christmas
ye gods, that was islington

five for the price of two, dome
that's mandy, best left alone
one bright red with stripes across
one black and white - squares?

yes, give those to learning and crime
we can call it "joined up working"
show that we mean business this time
with rupert's help 'n a pair of those
no one will notice i'm not wearing clothes